09/30/2006
Why do we do the things we do...duh...
23.6 '06
How do we fail to recognize the days of our lives?
How do we forget the good times?
How do we manage to make such a mistake?
We are men, people with an evil nature and a false heart.
The loads of scrap piled up in the corners of our hearts.
How do we make ourselves wanna' do the right?
How do we make ourselves change?
How do we make ourselves die?
What makes you want to remember?
What makes you see?
Did we loose the bit of gold that we were supposed to manage?
So, this is us...
This?
I didn't want it to be this way, not like this...
I hoped not to see, not to realize my false nature.
I thought I could fool myself.
So now I cry.
How could I manage to make myself this way?
How did I end up here?
And how do I make things right?
How do I change my future?
Just please, tell me.
Crying as I've started to understand what makes me what I am.
Crying as I've seen the truth, the things that I tried t hide.
Couldn't fool myself.
So now I cry...
Tried to hide the feelings inside, lock them up and say never again...
Tried to fool myself, forget the things that I want.
...and there it was; plain, cold truth...
Right in my face.
Scaring the shit out of me.
And so I cried...
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